Monday, November 16, 2009

Once again, the higher FSH has struck again. Looks like we might be canceling the donation because of the 0.X amount higher than what they want to see. I should have gone off the BCP months ago when we signed the match agreement, like I normally do, but I somehow forgot about that. I still believe this has a lot to do with it.

So now, here we are, like in the beginning when only the FSH number matters and nothing I've done for the last four cycles matter. I am so upset right now. I don't know why the numbers do not speak for themselves. I do not understand why the consideration for the previous cycles and pregnancies is zilch. And here we are again, with upset IPs and upset donor (me).